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Gracious Heavenly Father ~
Thank you for hearing my heart today! You see the depths. You know my struggles of doubt. My temptations to forge ahead of you. My questions are many and you know each fear.
Yet you have called me to be here. In this place. Of right now.
I am and have been called first to be a wife and a mom. My heart's desire is to be the best one out there that there is... if at all possible. And yet...I fail you and my family - miserably.
Every. Single. Day.
You've called me to this blog and it's realm of sharing encouragement. I don't always know if it truly is that to all who read. Sometimes I feel so discouraged. Not sure if it is always blessing...
You've called me to be salt and light. Faithful. Honorable. A Woman of Faith and Influence.
I humbly thank you, Lord, for your grace! Because. Your grace is GREAT!
These were my thoughts as I settled in for the evening. The truths God's Word spoke over me - washing away the lies I was believing earlier in the day.
I sat reading with my kiddo's from Psalm 139
I am fearfully and wonderfully made.
Yes! I know. In the physical sense, right?
While most of this portion of scripture is talking about physical bodily form and functionality...
I read it to mean this.
I am fearfully and wonderfully made to be who I was called to be!!
And - God sees me as such - even if it is an ever-growing process.
I take a deep breath.
I will continue to walk out the calling you have on my life, Lord!
How about you? Do you sense a future or have a "NOW" calling on your life and it overwhelms and scares you some days more than others? Let's talk about it...
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