It's 5:30 AM.
I awaken to the feeling of a hand on the small of my back.
The alarm is screaming. It's time to wake up and face the day.
I've had a busy week. Canning pickles and relish. Freezing green beans... plus, so much more busy activity. I'm tired. Is it really time to get up?
Once downstairs...I can see the humidity for the day has already settled in, across the fields. It's raring to go! Full-bore. And, I'm not.
I pack my hubby's lunch and wish him well - off to a day of work he goes. I step outdoors and assess my 'gardens' and I see the weeds sure do love this oppression. Hmmm. Interesting.
I think back to the hand at the small of my back. Though gentle and assuring - it never quite reached it's way into my heart. It seems as if my heart is shrouded by a thick blanket of mundane and ordinary. Heavy and thick. That can't-breathe kind of feeling. Weeds?!
I try.
I wish it to go away. I pray it to go and settle elsewhere.
Maybe it will.
Tomorrow is another day.
Lamentation chapter 3 reminds me
The mercies of the Lord are new every morning.
Although, I can wallow in my feelings... and they're not always upbeat.
I must remember this.
It is because of God's great love that I am not consumed (or overwhelmed) by trial.
I pack my hubby's lunch and wish him well - off to a day of work he goes. I step outdoors and assess my 'gardens' and I see the weeds sure do love this oppression. Hmmm. Interesting.
I think back to the hand at the small of my back. Though gentle and assuring - it never quite reached it's way into my heart. It seems as if my heart is shrouded by a thick blanket of mundane and ordinary. Heavy and thick. That can't-breathe kind of feeling. Weeds?!
I try.
I wish it to go away. I pray it to go and settle elsewhere.
Maybe it will.
Tomorrow is another day.
Lamentation chapter 3 reminds me
The mercies of the Lord are new every morning.
Although, I can wallow in my feelings... and they're not always upbeat.
I must remember this.
It is because of God's great love that I am not consumed (or overwhelmed) by trial.
His mercies are new.
Lord, awaken me to know this. To understand.
However only little I can try. Amen!
Lord, awaken me to know this. To understand.
However only little I can try. Amen!
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This post has been linked with this week's Five Minute Friday, and the word prompt: try. As well as, with Tuesday @ Ten , and the word prompt: awaken.
Thank you for reading!!
May you have a blessed and wonderful weekend!
This post has been linked with this week's Five Minute Friday, and the word prompt: try. As well as, with Tuesday @ Ten , and the word prompt: awaken.
Thank you for reading!!
May you have a blessed and wonderful weekend!





